introduction
RELax and enJOy my BloGGie..
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I’ll drop a line
Fall in the grave I’ve been digging myself,
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars
Monday, November 14, 2005
i've been so busy with work that i dun even have the mood to blog no more.. life has been up n down for me.. doesnt mean terrible or wat.. just some ups and a bit of downs.. like for example.. last fri had to take over the morning class for the day as su was not back from her appointment.. so i took over the class... taylor.. one of the child in class brought nail polish for her show n tell session.. her frens were so excited to get their nails painted as taylor started painting one of her fren's nails.. then when it was this particular girl.. my heart told me that she shldnt get her nails painted.. cuz my heart told me that her mum mite not like it.. however.. as i was busy at that time, that girl went on to get her nails painted.. in the end.. at the end of the day.. her mum made a fuss over her daughter's painted nails.. even thou it was partly my fault, i felt that if her daughter was happy to get her nails painted then what for shld she get mad over it?? nvm abt that.. it has oredi be done n be over with.. then todae.. i checked her nails.. the nail polish is still on her nails.. that leaves me in a puzzled thought.. why didnt her mum rubbed it off frm her.. haha.. nvm.. case ended.. next time i will just not allow any child to paint her fren's nails.. lesson learnt.. next.. was.. being a little bit depressed over my botak.. i was so looking forward to seeing him on sat, 12th nov as he didnt get to book out on the 5th.. its been 10 days since i saw him or hug him.. so i went to pick him up excitedly at pasir ris.. everything went out well until arnd evening time he told me he was going out with his frens.. becuz im a very possessive person (i got to realised it when im in a relationship) my heart sunked.. (not so drama.. just very upset.. cuz my happy day just burst becuz of that..) my face immediately changed into a sulking face.. ignoring him n staring into the space.. i was upset as he didnt tell me earlier abt the outing n he was actually rushing off just to meet his frens.. i mean he hardly rushes to meet me even.. i felt so jealous at that point of time.. i felt that his frens were more impt than me.. i felt so hurt.. then i started sms-ing him crude msgs.. n told him to forget abt me.. cuz i realised i wasnt impt to him at all.. ya... was so depressed that whole nite plus sundae morning.. still canot forget that .. n the other thing is that i noe that he will go drinking if he goes out with his army frens.. then when he drinks.. he will get so giddy n restless the next day.. n true enuff.. he was.. i was so fed up with him.. i felt that i couldnt take it anymore.. didnt felt like meeting him at all.. but dunno why in the end still went to find him at his huse.. cried in front of him n settled everything then.. he was also upset with me cuz he thou taht i didnt wan him.. haha.. i got my revenge.. make him feel hurt.. but in the end.. after much sayang-ing frm both parties.. we are happily together again.. i noe this may sound like a stupid quarrel but.. it was a big matter to me regardless of whoever's comments.. but i wish i wunt flare up like this again.. but dear.. pls remb ur promise to me ok?? i dun wan another time of this again.. love u lots.. muacks.. thats abt it.. nuthing much to blog abt my work.. its always the same old boring worklife i have.. haha..
